Friday, March 27, 2009

like deja vu all over again...

you know, one would think i'd be much better at this whole "waiting" thing after what happened with last year's trip...

but i'm not.

once again, TAR is closed to foreigners... and, here i am, waiting to find out, well, if i'm going to have to cancel this trip... again... i'll be honest and say i feel more optimistic about this than last time... BUT... there's still that part of me that's thinking, "dagnabit... maybe i'm just NOT meant to do this... at least not at this point in my life..." i don't like to think negatively, but i can't help but wonder if there's something else i'm supposed to be doing... somewhere else i'm supposed to go to help...

the rumor mill is saying that foreigners will be permitted back as of april 1... if so, great... all sytems go... even may 1 would be peachy... but i AM going to have to figure out a hardstop... at what point to i pull my ducks and make other arrangements...? oh... yes... no matter what, i'm headed somewhere to volunteer on june 4...

any backup suggestions?